Happy new year, world!

Nouvelle Année Heureuse, Καλή χρονιά, 明けましておめでとう, L'Shannah Tovah, 新年快樂

Dear all of you, wave good bye to 2008. Go ahead to greet and hug 2009. Wish you have a fantastic eve, have fun and joy with your family or friends.

Me? I'm gonna count down with my boyfriend on Skye while I'm a little bit expecting to the fire work show of Taipei 101. Otherwise, we have to count down twice. Ha, what a funny experience.

On today's English class our teacher asked us to discuss with our partners that what happened during 2008 that impacted us greatly or changed us a lot. The first thing popped up in my mind is "HA, met my boyfriend." Kind of funny for others to hear that, but seriously it really changed me and impacted me no matter on my external lifestyle or internal personality. We had disputes for several times though, but they made me grow up, updating some of my old notions. Well, I think, in fact, disputes are important in a relationship because when you fight with someone, you don't cover yourself at all, you'd show your real and naked characteristic in front of the guy who you're fighting for. In the other word, you're honest and straightforward. So, it's weired that if you have never fight with those who have a close or important relationship with you. That means you may be too kind to fight with others or some problems between you havn't be showed. It's more difficult to show the real characteristic of you all the time in front of others. For not hurting them or due to courtesy, we'd disguise ourselves or something like that. Doesn't matter. But if you still disguise yourself when having a fight, that's a real problem. Dispute is not a good thing though, but sometimes it helps us to recognize the fact or improve ourselves. Take it if you want to be a better person. And among these, the most important thing is that never hurt others intentionally even if you lost your temper. Not every wound can be cured, especially it's not depended on your willing. That is a silly thing to hurt someone you care or love just due to your silly temper at a time then regret for your action after things have happened.

Alright, Taipei time, 4:25 pm. I'm staying at dorm with my room mate and do nothing just to wait for my honey get online. Althought I hope to have a party or hang around, but it's raining outside.

In the meanwhile, I hear the voice of "Happy new year" comes into my window from the kindergarden that nears to our dormitory. Cute kids. Happy new year, too. Wish both of us will have a joyful new year holiday ;) so do you guys.

A Way

　　I just spotted that it's no use to force yourslef to do anything. Totally useless. Because you have no passion on it, no intention and no desiration for making it good. Force yourself might only screw things up.

I watched a vedio of an Australian's lecture in today's English class, his name is Nick Vujicic. He is a disabled who lives without limbs but still has a confident and promising life now. Can you imagine how will your life become if you don't have legs nor arms? How tough is it! But he conquered all of difficulties in his life, he got stronger in others' teasing and laughing about his disability. He figured out the value of life and strated to cherish it after he became a christain. He tried to commit suicide when he was a 8-yesr-old child, but now he is a man who has a complete personality and strong beliefs to life that make him regard life as a present from God. There was a sentence he said impressed me a lot. "How you see your life will determine the way of it." It depends on our thoughts, like what the book "secret" has said: Use Law of Attraction. When you satrted to think on something, you keep moving on, and some motives of making it come true may pop up. But not only the law of attration is imortant, the Law of action is importand also. Without action you can do nothing right. Nick also said that "The day you believ that you have your strong intention in your mind is the day you reach it." Yep, sounds appealing. But for my laziness, I think, I actually need more actions than intentions.

　　It's up to you what are you gonna do today. And that could decide you are successful or not. I need more power of craving for my fantastic dream. Thus... laziness? Get away from me!

Begining

Okay, here we go.　　

This is my first article which is gonna be released on blogger website. Actually I have another blog besides this one, and it's been run for 3 years by me. The reason why I want to register for this blog is because I want to have a blog which is whole English-writing. Otherwise, I want to keep some privacy from people around me, some secrets that I don't want to let those people know but still want to record them. So basically, this is a confidential blog. Ha, though it's completely opened to public.
　　Although visitors may not recognize me, (actually not at all) I will still continually share my experiences or those things happened in my life.

First of all I want to clarify that this blog for me is actually made to support one of my dreams: Save money to go abroad. The fact is that I have a boyfriend who comes from Morocco. To be honest, we have never met before. We met because of an English learning website called English-baby. That's one year ago, I found that website unintentionally and thought about it might helps me to improve my English expressing ability (that's what I was desperate for), so I registered an account and went there regularly.

On that website I learned some new expressions from their lessons or videos they made, otherwise, they have a forum where I could take chance to release my own opinion to different topics and discuss with people from other countries. That's very appealing. The most important thing is I can make foreign friends no matter which country I want. It's a little bit like the function of face book (I don't know it well, though).

Anyway, before my passion faded away, I saw my boy friend's profile and got interested in knowing him. Not because of he post a nice looking photos on it but I saw his personal introduction: keen on photography and design. (same with me!) He's 3 years elder than me, so I thought he's studying in university, maybe in a department of design or something? Oh, so he'd be able to give me some advices about my futural developing direction(desperate for that, too) So I wrote him an email and told him I'm interesting in knowing more about him. Then we got acquainted.

Then we got used to talked on msn and shared about things of our life during the first couple weeks. Few weeks after, I didn't know what's going on, we got closer and closer, some emotions came into being when we were talking. We jumped into a deeper relationship without knowing. ops, then one day he asked me, do you like me ( aha, so shy to recall that). I laughed and answered: sure, why ask? He said then, which kind of like? the like between friends or the like which may develops into love? I was shocked though I've been thinking on the same thing, too. I told him to give me some time to figure out the answer.Um, then, of course you know what's the end. Then we started our sweet romance no matter how tough is it to love a person without being together.
　　Well, I know what you may think about us. Some people will regard our relationship as a ridiculous joke or a naive fantasy. However, I and my bf know we'll never give up for changing this naive fantasy into a true and romantic story. We've passed through a lot, and there must be a day when all of our expectation will be realized. When that day happen, I will let all of you know. B-)
　　By the way, if some of you know about Catholicism well and the schools held by it, then you may know my school---Fu jen catholic university. Alright, I know it's not important, just want to mention it a little bit to figure out if the school which I'm studying in is famous or not.